I look up into the sky,
the stars spell out your name tonight.
The comfort of you on my mind,
you're with me all the time,
and other feelings I can't explain.
No other girl could compare.
I'd ditch them all,
to spend my time with you.
I know you might not believe,
how you could mean so much to me,
but I swear to you,
there's no way else I'd rather think.
If I had just one wish,
you know what it'd be?
I'd ask you to spend your time here with me.
The things you make me want to do,
to do whatever I can for you.
I'd show you what it's like,
and all that we could be.
I sit here in my room,
my little corner of the world.
I think about all the sleepless nights,
all the lonely days.
all i can say is,
there must be more.
How can there not be more?
more than just sitting here,
more than being trapped in this repetitiveness.
is this all i'm destined for?
Am i to remain here forever,
and never get away?
I try to reach out,
just to be pushed back in.
This life is suffocating me.
There must be something more.
So, where is it?
I don't know what to say about you,
I've lost all hope in what you do.
You never take the blame,
it's always on me,
every day it's just the same.
I die a little inside,
when I hear your voice,
It's always been this way,
I had no choice,
never had a say
Are we destined for this?
To hate each other,
every single day.
Why should i bother?
You'll never change your way.
What ever path you take,
I'll be here for you.
What ever road you walk,
you know I wont forget you.
I'll be your north star,
and light your way.
I'll be your compass,
never leading you astray.
(chorus)
What can I say?
i feel this way.
I can be your home,
and everything you ever need.
You'll soon come and save me,
and light my way to a better place.
So what can I say?
Thank you for saving me.
You always know just what to say.
On my darkest days,
you'll shine out the brighter,
onto a better life.
Soon our time will come.
All these plans we made,
it never felt so good,
never felt so right
(chorus)
Just close your eyes,
We are the living graves
of the tortured souls.
What if you could see the faces
of the animals lined up for slaughter?
The souls being skinned and scorched alive,
just for our eating pleasure.
Can you hear the cries,
that make your meal?
Or look into the eyes,
of all the veal?
Tied around that post from birth,
a murder will surly come swift.
Babies torn from their mothers,
with no chance of saying goodbye.
They are forced to have another,
to keep the process alive.
Squirming and squealing, no escape,
chickens hang upside down,
to fuel the greed, of this murderous clown.
Another day gone by, another meal
your actions, anoth
The sun burns the day away,
darkness covers all over,
a chill wind, extinguishing all light.
I'm beginning to understand,
my life is burning away.
My sleep, it wakes me,
and takes me.
Talks to me,
never leaves me.
Wants to give me rest,
breathe life into me.
You never knew me,
never even tried.
You can't even see the real me,
under the knife.
I dare you to cut me open,
rob me of my life,
if you can.
Take away what saved me,
leave me wounded, battered and broken,
lying on the floor.
Stomp my breath out,
and shatter my bones.
What ever you can,
to "free me"
Tear me open,
if it'll help you see me better.
Will that matt
Almost one year has past,
Since i last saw you.
But nothing of what was once us,
Has left my mind.
All the memories we share,
I shall never forget.
We were never together,
You were always with him.
But even that didn't stop me,
From loving you,
For three years.
I miss everything about you.
The warm feeling i get while beside you.
Your eyes gleaming in the sunlight,
As they stared back at me.
How seeing your smile,
Made me happier then anything else.
All the hugs you gave me,
As we said goodbye.
Do you know how hard that was?
Being beside you,
Seeing you with him,
Knowing I'll never be with you.
Although that happened to
What is love?
Does anyone even know?
We all think it,
We all say it,
But do we really know what it means?
Love can give you anything,
But it will take away everything.
Love can blind you,
Confuse you.
It will show you things,
That aren't even there,
Make you believe they are real.
Love can make you think you're happy,
But you're really just bleeding inside.
It will take you away from reality.
Everything else will be faded away,
Making it seem like a dream.
Your love will be the only thing that seems real.
Then it will be taken away,
And you realize,
Your love was the dream.
When it comes to love,
How do you know what's r
All this while, I feel weary,
Though I can see clearly.
So far away,
But let me say, if I may.
There's nothing I want more,
Than to hold you like before.
Let our love guide the way.
So far away,
Though my heart will never stray,
From the one that saved my life.
The light in the night sky will point the way,
To you my love,
I'm here to stay.
To the one who holds my heart,
I'll always be true to you my love,
Until the end of time,
You'll forever remain mine.
This comes from my heart and soul,
My heart is the one you stole.
Who am I?
I'm the one that never sleeps,
That never talks,
And never eats.
I'm the one that's always there,
And never breaks away.
The one who will always care,
For the one from whom I'll never stray.
I'll never make you feel unwanted,
Or make you cry.
Just be good to me,
And to you I'll never lie.
If you look closely,
You will truly see,
Maybe I'm not perfect,
But I am me.
I look up into the sky,
the stars spell out your name tonight.
The comfort of you on my mind,
you're with me all the time,
and other feelings I can't explain.
No other girl could compare.
I'd ditch them all,
to spend my time with you.
I know you might not believe,
how you could mean so much to me,
but I swear to you,
there's no way else I'd rather think.
If I had just one wish,
you know what it'd be?
I'd ask you to spend your time here with me.
The things you make me want to do,
to do whatever I can for you.
I'd show you what it's like,
and all that we could be.
I sit here in my room,
my little corner of the world.
I think about all the sleepless nights,
all the lonely days.
all i can say is,
there must be more.
How can there not be more?
more than just sitting here,
more than being trapped in this repetitiveness.
is this all i'm destined for?
Am i to remain here forever,
and never get away?
I try to reach out,
just to be pushed back in.
This life is suffocating me.
There must be something more.
So, where is it?
I don't know what to say about you,
I've lost all hope in what you do.
You never take the blame,
it's always on me,
every day it's just the same.
I die a little inside,
when I hear your voice,
It's always been this way,
I had no choice,
never had a say
Are we destined for this?
To hate each other,
every single day.
Why should i bother?
You'll never change your way.
What ever path you take,
I'll be here for you.
What ever road you walk,
you know I wont forget you.
I'll be your north star,
and light your way.
I'll be your compass,
never leading you astray.
(chorus)
What can I say?
i feel this way.
I can be your home,
and everything you ever need.
You'll soon come and save me,
and light my way to a better place.
So what can I say?
Thank you for saving me.
You always know just what to say.
On my darkest days,
you'll shine out the brighter,
onto a better life.
Soon our time will come.
All these plans we made,
it never felt so good,
never felt so right
(chorus)
Just close your eyes,
We are the living graves
of the tortured souls.
What if you could see the faces
of the animals lined up for slaughter?
The souls being skinned and scorched alive,
just for our eating pleasure.
Can you hear the cries,
that make your meal?
Or look into the eyes,
of all the veal?
Tied around that post from birth,
a murder will surly come swift.
Babies torn from their mothers,
with no chance of saying goodbye.
They are forced to have another,
to keep the process alive.
Squirming and squealing, no escape,
chickens hang upside down,
to fuel the greed, of this murderous clown.
Another day gone by, another meal
your actions, anoth
The sun burns the day away,
darkness covers all over,
a chill wind, extinguishing all light.
I'm beginning to understand,
my life is burning away.
My sleep, it wakes me,
and takes me.
Talks to me,
never leaves me.
Wants to give me rest,
breathe life into me.
You never knew me,
never even tried.
You can't even see the real me,
under the knife.
I dare you to cut me open,
rob me of my life,
if you can.
Take away what saved me,
leave me wounded, battered and broken,
lying on the floor.
Stomp my breath out,
and shatter my bones.
What ever you can,
to "free me"
Tear me open,
if it'll help you see me better.
Will that matt
Almost one year has past,
Since i last saw you.
But nothing of what was once us,
Has left my mind.
All the memories we share,
I shall never forget.
We were never together,
You were always with him.
But even that didn't stop me,
From loving you,
For three years.
I miss everything about you.
The warm feeling i get while beside you.
Your eyes gleaming in the sunlight,
As they stared back at me.
How seeing your smile,
Made me happier then anything else.
All the hugs you gave me,
As we said goodbye.
Do you know how hard that was?
Being beside you,
Seeing you with him,
Knowing I'll never be with you.
Although that happened to
What is love?
Does anyone even know?
We all think it,
We all say it,
But do we really know what it means?
Love can give you anything,
But it will take away everything.
Love can blind you,
Confuse you.
It will show you things,
That aren't even there,
Make you believe they are real.
Love can make you think you're happy,
But you're really just bleeding inside.
It will take you away from reality.
Everything else will be faded away,
Making it seem like a dream.
Your love will be the only thing that seems real.
Then it will be taken away,
And you realize,
Your love was the dream.
When it comes to love,
How do you know what's r
All this while, I feel weary,
Though I can see clearly.
So far away,
But let me say, if I may.
There's nothing I want more,
Than to hold you like before.
Let our love guide the way.
So far away,
Though my heart will never stray,
From the one that saved my life.
The light in the night sky will point the way,
To you my love,
I'm here to stay.
To the one who holds my heart,
I'll always be true to you my love,
Until the end of time,
You'll forever remain mine.
This comes from my heart and soul,
My heart is the one you stole.
Who am I?
I'm the one that never sleeps,
That never talks,
And never eats.
I'm the one that's always there,
And never breaks away.
The one who will always care,
For the one from whom I'll never stray.
I'll never make you feel unwanted,
Or make you cry.
Just be good to me,
And to you I'll never lie.
If you look closely,
You will truly see,
Maybe I'm not perfect,
But I am me.
anthem for the damned and lost by ChloroformBoy, literature
Literature
anthem for the damned and lost
i'll settle for the outliers
in their imperfect homes
and assume them Gods
and Kings and paragons
of what-i-wish-i-was.
i'll ignore the fire
surrounding the
castle and focus
on the gold.
i'll realise Time is jealous
of Infinity for never
worrying about ending,
yet Infinity is jealous
of Time for never
handling the thought
of eternal Eternity.
mirror, mirror, on the wall.
who's the most fucked-up
of all?
we all are we all are we all are we all are
we all are each other's untold secrets;
we all are each other's forgotten past;
we all are each other's invisible eraser;
we all are each other's inabilities to be
loved, to l
So what if I'm emo?
So what if I cry?
I'm not THAT emotional,
I dont want to die.
So what if I dress in a different style?
There's no need to scream and run for a mile
I dont like to cut and abuse my arm,
I am not depressed,
so why cause self harm?
Could it be that I am just like you?
That I can smile, giggle and laugh along too?
Could it be that I am happy with myself?
It's just that I am not some pretty doll on the shelf.
Could it be that the only reason i dye my hair black;
Is because I dont want to be some barbie in a bimbo girl pack.
These are the reasons, and I'll tell you why,
that I dont look in the mirror and start to
People ask me "What are those?"
And I answer "Honesty, I don't know"
I guess they are just what's within
Shattered reminisce of all my sin
Friends ask me why I hurt myself
Why don't I feel the pain?
Family warns me not to cut myself
But all their words in vain
It's that moment of clarity
Free of emotions, pain and thoughts
No more emptiness, plain sincerity
A release I dearly sought
Yet now I look at all my scars
Look at how my skin was marred
And then my resolution begins to waver
What feeling did I once savor?
Why DO I cut and leave these scars?
Why is it I can't explain
I feel like I'm locked behind iron bars
And all wo
Living in the Dark by Every-stars-fall, literature
Literature
Living in the Dark
Rip me open,
bleed me dry,
save my life
or let me die.
The sun is setting,
the lights grow dim,
there's a wolf outside my door
and I want to let it in.
My heart's past broken
my mind is churning
my hopes are forgotten,
and my dreams are burning.
Silently screaming,
the air is growing thin,
I yearn to slow my pounding heart
the glass separates my skin.
Would you let me go?
Will you let me die?
Or shall I carry on this existence,
with only emptiness inside?
i can't tell you, or my heart by ChloroformBoy, literature
Literature
i can't tell you, or my heart
i can't tell if:
this heart pain is a side effect
of the music or the medicine
i can't tell if:
these tears are real
or just placebos to distract me
from the real problem
i can tell that:
this poetry is a result of you
The color red reminds me of two summers ago when this whole story finally began.
You would stand outside my house and wait for me to notice you existed.
You made me cry because you took the time to listen when I didn't want you to see.
you wrote my name. You spoke my name.
Those were the days I believed I was magic.
Street lights remind me of times I was scared to death, running away from my house
at 3 am for a boy I wasn't sure was worth the risk.
You were afraid too, but I needed you to be stronger.
I followed behind you down the street as you played your guitar to sleeping houses
and a foolish girl.
Scattered rocks rem
Wow soz was cleaning my channel -re-adds-Well i gave up on drawing in on the screens but im drawing on paper instead and its okay lol...Just been busy to upload it =O